Tomorrow Championship of Czech Republic in Judo

OMFG...I have fear.
Im not so perfect to has been first.
Im sad..Tokyo Ninja is sad...
confused
angry
so depressed mood...isn´t nobody who´d come and said "all will ok"
I can´t I can´t do it ....
I fail my mom,I fail my friends...
Why isn´t anybody who´d said "I love you,and you win!"